It has been more than 3 weeks since the last entry, so odd how time flies. I want to write more, there is so much to be said, too much, too many thoughts, can't get them out. I have been attempting to write more but it is harder than I remember, perhaps it is the schizophrenia, perhaps it is me. I cant get my words in order and whatever point there was to be made is oh so ever fleeting away. I wanted to create an entry on film and some thoughts on them after having watched a few recently after a long drought of nothing. I don't remember what the point of including this was but anyway, I've been trying to write more but it feels so hard. I tried writing about film but it devolved into empty thoughts devoid of meaning. looping and looping endlessly, over and over again. I just can't get the thoughts out, even if I could I don't know what order they would even go in, it feels like a large puzzle